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Name: Bianca, B,moonie,bonkers
Country: Germany
Birthday: 9/26/1906
Gender: Female
Interests: listening to ARCH ENEMY, dimmu,COF, iron maiden,atreyu,jimi hendrix, iced earth,killswitch,ill nino,lamb of god.children of bodom etc... chillin with my people. much love to aLL who appLy <3. goin to mac. praying to whatever exsists out there that im not gonna be grounded anymore=P... and most importantly... having funn =)
<3 BMP
Expertise: umm..being the crazy-silly-yet some how loveable blonde Bianca?!
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  Criminal Antix
Member Since:
3/4/2003
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| yeah... i haven't been posting here because i made a new xanga. forgot to let you know =P...
**>>(click)_my new xanga_(click)<<** | | |
| god i love manny so much. fuck what that kid said. im stupid for even considering to believe him. i have realized that he doesnt look at me as a friend. he look at me as if i were a piece of meat. something that you want to eat...goes threw your system ... and then u are done with shortly after. i'm just "ass" to him. ... to everyone except anthony i believe. he seems like a cool kid. but i could be wrong on that to.
and today...just lying in bed with him(manny), just lying there,holding each other and looking into each others eyes... with random smiles and hugs & kisses of happiness that just take over.(mad sappy i know lol..."-the emo feeling" hahahha)god he's so awesome. and you know how in most relationships theres a thin line between love and hate? well in our case that line in non-exsistant.=P. it's just love and more love hehe. i'm so happy that we are together. your the only good, no not good... great, thing in my life at this point.  thank you baby.
oh man...everytime i think about summer i get upset. as much as i want it to come i want to be with manny. but i'm gonna be gone like all fuckin summer. and i cant go to spain anymore. so there goes seeing him atleast for a little while. im gonna miss you sooooo much babe. i dont even want tothink about it until i have too=(... ok well dinner is ready... i fell asleep as soon as i got home today. only woke up now....i havent taken a nap in a while it was cool... although i will probably get bitched at 4 it later... =Tt oh well.
love to all.... and mandroonie
-B
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| ::trys to smile:: ok yeah ... so this was fucked up.
him[7:22 PM]: oh....by the way......
me[7:23 PM]: yeah?
him [7:23 PM]: i guess i got bad news for u
me [7:23 PM]: what?
me [7:23 PM]: why?
him [7:23 PM]: i don't know if it's true or not,but a friend of mine,told me he seen manny and his ex,that brasilian girl kissing in a train station,i'm not sure,but i think it was yesterday
me [7:25 PM]:lol please.. ure just fucking with me. they hung out for a bit yesterday and talked.
him [7:26 PM]: i am not.i am serious
him [7:27 PM]: open ur eyes...
him [7:29 PM]: thats bullshit
him [7:29 PM]: thats what he told u
him [7:34 PM]: tell me y r u gettign upset?
him [7:34 PM]: look at u and look at him
me [7:35 PM]: ...what am i getting upset for?
me [7:35 PM]: because i love manny and i trust manny.and i know he wouldnt do something like that to me...
him [7:35 PM]: u love him? if u trust him y r u getting upset?
him [7:42 PM]: well u believe whatever u feel like
him [7:42 PM]: it's ur business
me [7:53 PM]: nows the time when ure supposed to say... haha im just joking!!
him[7:53 PM]: sorry Bianca.......i dont joke around like that
him [7:54 PM]: i just told u what i've heard,and if it's true,it's better now,than later when it will hurt more and hit you alot harder.
me [7:56 PM]: so u just figured you'd tell me?
me [7:56 PM]: or was there a different motive behind this?
Him[7:56 PM]: i figured i'd tell u,so u could figure who u're wasting ur time with
WHAT THE FUCK MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | |
| it's amazing how things can change within a blink of an eye. How life and the world around you can begin to crumble right beneath your feet. in a split second your life can end just as soon as a life can begin.
Why is the world so cold? why not warm and welcoming? why are people so arrogant and selfish? what is happeneing to the world we once called our own? what happened to ladies and gentlemen? gentelmen who held doors and placed there jackets on the floor for women. and ladies who knew proper etique and crossed there legs and sat with perfect posture. what happened to late night serenades up to a sweet maidens balcony window? moonlite walks by yourself, without the fear of getting mugged or raped? leaving your doors unlocked for friends and family to come in and out as they please, without the fear of being robbed. what has happened to common courtesy? or even better self preservation? morals? values? language? what has english become but slang. what happened to the once beautiful launguage that english once was. do you ever take the time to listen to yourself speak? realize how much you curse? or say like...umm...and then....cuz..or uhh? do you realize how illiterate we must sound? and i am not saying that i dont not do these things. i know i do, we all do. i am just pointing this out.
And about self preservation and morals...what the hell is with this wave of 12 year old girls spreading themselves like peanut butter???that i really dont understand. i mean...i wasn't even near the point of sex when i was 12. i only had my first kiss in the summer of 8th grade. i really don't understand what this world is coming to. it's collapsing in on itself, because of itself. Maybe i am being to broad by saying the world...America. America's social community is fucked up. i dont want to say the world because i have never lived in any other country. but if other countries are as bad or worse then ours...were all doomed. Doomed to die before ours deaths. and if we plan on ever getting threw all of this...sifting threw all of this social shit...,not to even mention the imperialistic country that we are becoming, we are in definate need of some complete and total social reforms.
more like a social revolution.
i mean am i the only one who realizes what "our" country is coming to? or has your lack of intelligence, due to the governmental brainwash bullshit, blurred your sight. keeping you in denial of the truth. That our country is on the verge of getting a taste of its own medicine.
and just as fast as we claimed to power we will plumet to the bottom. mark my words. we are going to crash and burn.
And you know. the government loves the fact that we, for the most part, are so ignorant and simple minded. Because it keeps us off there ass. one less thing they have to worry about, rebellion. they keep us stupid. Stupid people can not carry out a revolution...the government thinks there so smart. but hey i guess they are...its worked this far. and apparently still is working. by putting fashion and all of this shiny shit in front of our faces to mask the real problems that need to be addressed.
Between trying to keep us ignorant, for the reasons stated above,and censorship i don't know which is worse.
and i love the way that people might agree with me but noone takes any actions upon this.something needs to be done (whos with me on leading a revolution??)But nothing gets done by just believing in something. your thoughts can only go so far...your actions go further.
but as of now...we seem to be hopeless. and if our beliefs prove to be improbable...then we need to get the fuck out. because our country is no longer our own...
-Bianca Moon | | |
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